What the 12/12 Portal Will Bring
For the last several weeks I have been deep in shadow work territory. All the parts of myself I have been rejecting or denying have been rising to the surface. Its not been easy, but it has been fruitful. This isn’t the first time that I have been through one of these cycles and I am sure it won’t be the last. But this time something clicked that hasn’t in the past.
When I teach shadow work to others I always guide them into loving their shadow, in all its messiness. The parts of them that are controlling, manipulative, stuck in victim, selfish and angry, jealous and spiteful. I ask my clients to drop into loving those parts of themselves because that is the medicine the shadow self needs to heal, love and acceptance. And up until now as I have practiced that myself there was always part of me who wasn’t ready to really to truly love all the parts of my shadow.
And then yesterday in session with a client I realized and felt the parts of me that I had been rejecting again these last few weeks. I felt her crying out for assistance and support. This time I saw more of her and I answered that call, again. I decided to love her, to hold her close, to be with her and to support her in letting go of the pain and discomfort that was causing so many of my patterns that I had been trying to “clear”. I really saw her, and really loved her. She needed that love in order to return to me. Because we cannot be in our full power if part of us is missing, even if that is a part of us that we want to reject.
And in the wee hours of this morning that process completed. My guides returned in full force, showing me the way back to myself, guiding me on my path of integrating the light and the dark even further. They shared with me that this is the essence of what is happening on our planet now. And that those of us who have decided to do this work first will be completing a very important cycle during the upcoming 12/12 portal.
They explained to me that we opened to an increased amount of light on 12/12/12 and since then that light has been anchoring more and more, but up until now it hasn’t been able, because the collective wasn’t ready, to truly integrate and “envelop” the darkness. Not to smother it or snuff it out but rather to love and hold it, hugging it into acceptance. And on 12/12/21 we will complete they cycle that started in 2012. We will pass through a “gate” that will allow more light to anchor as more of the darkness has now been seen and is willing to join in unity with the light. This process will amplify and expand in the time between 12/12/21 and 12/21/21 as we approach the winter solstice. And just like the light returns on Winter Solstice and the days get longer again, so too will our light expand. They showed me how important this portal really is, something that I have been intuitively aware of but unsure how it would manifest. They also showed me that those of us who are “way showers” doing this work ahead of the masses will be given an immense task during this portal to truly see ourselves as whole and complete, loving both our light and our dark. And that the last few weeks leading up to this Sunday have been about bringing all those parts of ourselves to the surface so they can be ready and available to love. This is work is no small potatoes, this is a tectonic shift in our consciousness that we stand on the precipice of.
And so on 12/12 that is what I will be focused on. Those who decide to join me on 12/12 for the channeled healing ceremony I already had planned will join me on this journey, but more importantly light workers around the world will be joining us in spirit. Doing this work as well, regardless of how conscious they are of the process that is taking place. This is a time of great unleveling and we are here for it. That is something to celebrate and cherish.
With sincere love and gratitude,
Katie